so He spoke...

Seems like every time Christians are being told how they supposed to do life, there is some anger and resentment. Especially if they hear staff hard to hear, things they don't want to apply. Jesus does it any way, He brings is home, says it how it is. He does not say things that are address only to one group of Christians, for him there is nothing like different groups, it is all one....so if He says something to one person, it is to you or me....as well. So when He says "There's one thing left: Go sell whatever you own and give it to the poor. All your wealth will then be heavenly wealth. And come follow me." He actually says that too me!!! Right here, almost seems like it is more then ok for me to say, really? All of it, but what exactly do you want God? "Truly I say to you, there is no one who has left house or brothers or sisters or mother or father or children or farms, for My sake and for the gospel's sake,but that he will receive a hundred times as much now in the present age, houses and brothers and sisters and mothers and children and farms, along with persecutions; and in the age to come, eternal life. But many who are first will be last, and the last, first." So this is not a joke, for real, not only my money, staff, but all who I love, He really just wants it all. But how? how does He finds it ok even to request that? How dare He? I know He is my God, my savior, my friend, but REALLY? He must be not talking to me then, I am already giving up so much, I am doing well, I do go to church, I pray (even for those I don't like), I help others, I even tie now, so there is no way He is talking to me, He must be talking to that person that sit next to me today at church, I am sure that is it. Wow, that feel so much better now, it was not too me, He is happy with me...right? But what if that was me, I can not do what He is asking for, this is impossible, crazy, there is no way. I already don't have much, do I? But what if He did? No, He could not, He knows me, He knows I just can't..."With people it is impossible, but not with God; for all things are possible with God.".........so He spoke, hard to hear...but said it with love, care... my friend.