God

God has been just so powerful...and just too real, that even fact that I am awake at 2 am in the morning becouse of some medical treatment...I fell like He got it all anther control.

I don't think we as humans are able to comprehend the Love God has for us. We are simply not able to grasp it...and that is why we have such a hard time trusting it, and fully believe that it ( Gods love) is. There is an idea, ... us, just fully concentrate on us, and the Love God is giving us, pouring on us...and with that love there is a hope that we could possibly be the kind of people that don't look around to see what is wrong with everybody around us, but be actually able to look at us...and see, and look for the difference we could make, without trying to force a change on others, but allowing through love from God- that change happen naturally....That could only happen if we fully trust that God loves us...and as mush as we know it, we choose to believe it, we try to believe it, sometimes we even believe it...we simply don't trust it enough....and it is not becouse we don't want to trust it...we simply just can't understand it, can't grasp it (Gods love).