fear...trust

fear...for some reason I am not that afraid of physical hurt, maybe that is why I don't fear getting hurt. I have no problem risking it just for the moment of excitement and feeling of adventure. And yes sometimes there is this thought right before I take the risky action "what if I get hurt" then most of the time I will think of what is the worst thing that could happen, and if I am ok with what ever it could be, I will just go for it. But it is totally different when it comes to my life for Jesus. I think fear is one of the stimuli that stops me often from doing what I feel God is putting on my heart to do. I have yet figure out the right conclusion to why that is the case. But one of the idea that I had on my mind in last 2 weeks is...maybe my lack of trust in God, my lack of trust of who I am in God, my lack of trust of His control, my lack of trust in His intentions for my life is the factor that when it comes to take that risk for Him, I would think of the worst possible outcome, I fear it...and I wont take the risk, just to make sure this time I would not get hurt.